I have been in a relationship where I was judged as the reason why his previous relationship din't work out. Yes, some people were really like that. Because it happened too fast. They practice 3-month rule I guess. But God gave me a different love story. Past. Two people, one relationship, separation, guy met a new girl after a month or two, ex-girlfriend found out, and labeled you as "the replacement" , "the reason".. Truth was, you have no idea about what happened. You met him in a very unexpected way and a very wrong time. You just fell in love. Yes, you let yourself fall.
Written January 11, 2013
...I don't know. Maybe I did arrive at a very wrong time. Or maybe I should not compare. Maybe I should not get jealous or envious about what has already been. Sometimes I feel guilty although I know I did not do anything. Some people look at me as the person who ruined, the reason, the extra. It's just so funny how I feel lucky and unlucky at the same time. Hard to deal with your own dilemma ha. Whatever. I just wanna see people around will always be smiling with good intentions. All I can do is make the best of today, let go and keep moving. I wanna make this last. Yes, I wanna make this last...
Xxx,
JS
But of course, like any other love story. Some of it are never meant to have a happy ending.
Sometimes it would just be a great experience. Just be thankful for the memories, either bad or good. All of it has a lesson to review in your everyday life.
