"I broke you, I'll fix you"

There's always that one person who will always have your heart..

You can only do so much. But everything was perfectly true. You don't ask for anything in return cos you're too afraid to be.. Again, disappointed.

But you're happy. Happiest state that you have missed forever. Felt like it was the first time. Felt like it was all the old times. 

Cos again, he said. This time It will be different. This time he finally knew what he has been looking for for all of his life. That finally he was back on track and inspired to put more effort in stability when it comes to himself and for every aspect of Life and Love.

I am here. Always here for him. 

Though I might sound I don't expect anything this time. I still have this space in my heart that always want him back, over and over again. And putting all my trust as if nothing has been damaged. Maybe that's real love, loving him without conditions. Just loving him until I can. 

"I broke you, I'll fix you"

Words from him, for me to get by.

I just hope this won't stop.

Or if it will in one way or another,

Then do it now. Stop right now.

Right now that maybe ..

Just maybe.. I will still have my powers to go on.. To be happy.. Without him.. Again.

I kept on denying it, But I guess 

I love him yesterday, today and tomorrow. 

Not more or less than 

of any season and reason. 

I just love him.

- JS