Love like you gonna lose them

Yes, it's beautiful and magical feeling when you get butterflies in your tummy every time you see the one you admire. It's always nice to have someone to search for, is he/she around? Is he/she going to notice me? Is he/she gonna say hello this time? It's always been a bliss.. It will always feel like the first time. You'll crave for those kilig. First date, first everything. And what more if he/she finally lay his/her eyes on you and said yes and you'll be together. Then day by day, feelings will eventually change. He'll be the most annoying person for you. She won't be as beautiful as she was before. He may say more bad words than sweet. All things will be different. Moments will passed by. Challenges made you. There will always be a time when both of you will be taken for granted by each other. Until the day, one wants to let go, the other still holding on. And tables will turn, one will came out strong and dint mind being alone anymore. We all go through these cycle of love. We all go through ups and downs. Feeling will forever change. So don't ever depend on it. We maybe broken but we can still fix it. It's all about choice. And when we finally realized it's over. It's over for being inconsiderate, neglectful and impatient. When  the perfect time arrives and you forgive him and yourself for all the mistakes you both made. And both of you chose to stay and to continue. You both learned and still want to be together. And this what you call Life. It's a beautiful crazy life. 

Love will always be there if we choose to have it over pride, ego and selfishness. If you went through all of it. If you already lose them and even lose yourself in the process. You need to get up. Think about everything. Weigh all that matters. Decide and choose. 

Relationship is a work in progress. So I think we need to love as if we gonna lose them. Cos that's how we will know their value when they're already gone. 

And if we experienced and survive all of these. Be proud of what have you become and how much experienced you gained. Those will be a good foundation before settling down. Cos It's a constant battle of holding on and letting go, of doing right and wrong, of committing mistakes and forgiving, and being impulsive and understanding each other. And behind all of these struggle, happiness and what not. Only prayers can guide you. So never forget to talk to the person who loves you the most. 

And believe that everything will be okay. 

If it's not okay, it's not yet the end.

Xx,

Kookyberry

"She stood in the storm and the wind did not blow her away. She adjusted her sails."