There will always be that one person. That one person who will remain in my heart until my very last breath. That one person who will always have a piece of my heart. That one person who changed me and impacted me in a way that I never saw coming.
And no matter how hard I try and no matter how long it’s been, this person will always beat In my chest and breathe in my lungs. I won’t be able to get rid of their ghost and their shadow. I won’t be able to stop them from haunting my daydreams and nightmares.
But I think it is a beautiful thing.
To know that I was loved by this person. That I was cherished and adored and cared for by this person who shaped me. Who built me. Who transformed me. Who taught me that I was in fact lovable and who showed me that I was worthy of wonderful and beautiful love.
And even though that person is gone now, even if our love together didn’t last forever, it will still remain inside of my bones and my cells and in my muscle memory. That love will still be so wonderfully alive inside of me.
Because they showed me that you I was magic. They showed me that you was beautiful and capable. Their love taught me that I deserve to be happy with or without them. Their love taught me that I know how to love and be loved back. And that I deserve it.
I cherish the memories and the snapshots in my mind. I reminisce on the glory days where my heart felt full. Let my soul remember that love, and let my soul let that love go.
So no, I won’t ever forget you. I won’t ever forget how you made my heart feel. I will forever be thankful and grateful for you, you are my ONE GREAT LOVE.
PS.
Happy Birthday!
xx,
JS
